I MOVE HE MOVES - JULY 30 2012

I MOVE, HE MOVES 

HELLO!!!!! After a brief hiatus while settling into moving, I am back to continue my story. SO, do you remember how before in my posts I stated that I wanted Willow to move from the place that we both lived? I mean, he had lived there longer, but I seemed to have made my place there. I had more friends, I enjoyed the area. So, I asked him several times to please move and I would stay. He never would. Does anyone remember that? (The audacity of me asking someone to move. Big eye roll)

Well, we all know from my last few posts that I am the one who decided to make the move. I packed up all my things, all my roommates went their separate ways, and we said goodbye. I had to be the one to make a break for it. Ironically, TWO WEEKS after I left the place that I loved behind, in an effort to move ahead, Willow calls me up and says he has decided to move. WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?! I mean really? After all of the pleading and trying to persuade? He said that he felt like it was the right thing to do. So, a week after that, he moved out. That easy and that quick.

So now, him and I have both left that place. He is settled more up north in his own place while I am here in a temporary holding spot trying to decide where to put the rest of my life. I was quite irritated when he made the move, and as we talked after he left behind the place that I so dearly loved, he said, “I wonder what took me so long. I love my new place.”

WELL GREAT! I am glad all of my pleading finally pushed you out a little too late for me. I guess I could technically move back there, but that idea does not seem too appealing at the moment. Even meeting Jef from The Bachelorette out by the dumpsters wouldn’t take me back there for now. Haha.

Anyways, so here I am. Everything that I have ever suggested to Willow, he has done. Years or months later, but he ALWAYS takes my advice, and it has always done him well. But I guess now it is what it is. He will always live the way he wants, and so will I. I can’t force him to do anything under my timetable.

The only thing I can do is pray hard to find a new beginning, and believe that when I do find it, I will know for a certainty that it is what I was meant to be doing.